isn't there days when you would all just like to leave and have a whole new life waiting for you?
have a new job a good new job you enjoy and savings and closet and a home and your pets are there and you have aperfect flat like sjp in satc well i wish i could but life isnt like that i guess, i think i will ask my dad for money to and i will go and live in ny, that would be the greatest thing but you cant run away from your problems you cant.
and it just makes it harder knowing that i don't know anyone and i wouldn't have a sure job or life, and what if there is to many what ifs, but i have to make my life better and if i don't go i will always think of it and why i haven't gone.
i love my boyfriend and my b day right around the corner, is exiting but i don't know if we can keep living like this, there is so much to do and fix, wish me luck. i hope i know what to do today.
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oh man, so things are not going right ha!
sorry sweet lady.
why dont you move back to vegas or better yet, move to los angeles you can find job there!
new york is awesome though!!!
well, that was yesterday, my mom said i never could set my mind to something and i know but you know what i set my mind to loving him forever and when we try we do :) i will try harder to understand him and he will try too :) and new york sounds awesome so would la :)
xoxo you are always so sweet :)
aww, yes i guess you and mom are right!!!
but lets get crazy hahhaha
letsss!
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